When autumn comes, it doesn't ask. It just walks in, where it left
you last and you never know when it starts, until there's
fog inside the glass around your summer heart.

i think your amazing, i think the fact that you can stay so strong even in the

worst of times is remarkable, i think you have a really big heart,

i think our ten minute fights make us us, i think sitting in the car at our spot

is one of my most favourite things, i think your beautiful with or without

makeup, i think our lion cuddles are one of the most special things in the world,

i think its amazing when we see something funny and look at eachother and

both know what we're thinking straight away, i think at times our conversations

should be videod because they are so funny, i think your one of the best

people i have ever met, i think im so lucky to have you in my life,

i think you mean everything to me.

There's a secret in the sunset. There's no sun in secrets.

Today, i'm finding my First Love again.

I'm learning how to let You in, i'm trusting You

with all that i am. The shadows fade away, it's You that

clears the day. Today i'm leaving all my troubles behind. I'm

letting go, i'll follow the line. I'm holding on with all of my life.

I see a rising sun, we've only just begun.

it gets more and more confusing as time goes by.

all i know is i miss you and it hurts.

i feel like you're still here and im still dreaming

and you'll just pull up into my driveway like you always did.

the fact that two years has passed doesn't change anything.

i love you, you'll always be a part of me.

I've finally seen you for who you are,

and i'm starting to feel more like me again.

Black tree, remember me from the time when we used to talk? how strange

things have changed, i dont know you anymore. but you stayed the same as

what i came, i need your clarity. cause i find peace as i sit beneath of your

familiarity. black tree, remember me? im the one who moved away. i know,

i have grown so much since yesterday. and its been so long that it feels wrong

to ask anything of you, but im more lost than i ever was and i need to know

your true. black tree remember me? i hoped you might. i was sure you saw me

running through the night, so i cried out, i screamed so loud for you to rescue

me and i was found without a sound in your company. black tree, remember me

for the rest of time. cause you stand tall, will you ever fall? i know you never will.

it was your birthday the other day, another
gone by without you here. we all went back to
our special place for you, names still carved
in the bench, i couldn't feel you there but your
in my heart and we'll do it again every year.

tell me how i finally figured it out,

that now your caught in the things you said you'd never do.

and now it's starting to show like her skin fell out of her clothes.
well take your time lighting the room
when all is said and done, i bet your covering.
is it a wonder your lonely, taking chances to feel again.
i bet you never knew, i bet you never.
and are you wondering how things could be?
just staring at the surface, when all the walls have tendencies.
but its not your fault when no one taught you how.
and now the one you once loved is leaving.

Your changing and i don't like it.

but sometimes i think the only

way to let someone grow is to

let them do it on their own.

will

you told me beautiful lies, and i loved every word.

but i knew from the start i would only get hurt.

but i stood around and listened to everything

you felt you should say; you knew just what you were

doing but did it anyway. you dug me deeper and deeper

into the ground, deeper and deeper under your spell.

you told me beautiful lies and i loved every word.

why do you spend your time in what once was,

spend your life in a past that's been and passed you by?
when your watching the ground, watching what used to be,

you end up missing the beauty in now.

The stars lean down to kiss you, and I lie awake
and miss you. Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere,
cause I'll doze off safe and soundly, but I'll miss
your arms around me. I'll send a postcard to you
dear, cause I wish you were here. I watch the
night turn light blue, but it's not the same without
you, because it takes two to whisper quietly.
I'll find repose in new ways, though I haven't
slept in two days, i'll sit on the front porch all
night, waist deep in thought because when I think
of you; I don't feel so alone. When violet eyes get
brighter, and heavy wings grow lighter, i'll taste
the sky and feel alive again, and I'll forget the world
that I knew, but I swear I won't forget you.
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
i'd whisper in your ear, oh darling I wish you were here.

At some point, you have to make a decision.

Boundaries don't keep other people out.

They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made.

So, you can waste your lives drawing lines.

Or you can live your life crossing them.

　i want go somewhere far away.